haha. i dunno whats with the greetings. but yeah!!
i'm actually in school now. an hour early.. HOHOHO!!
okays. thats not the point.
hmmm, it's been self training these couple of weeks.
when i see my own teamies getting stronger and better each day,
i felt i had to work doubly harder, mainly because of my back which resulted me to not being able to train for quite a long while.
maybe the feeling is just afraid.
i'm afraid i would
; be behind the team's progression
; be the one who always lag at the back
; not be able to row in the next season with my team
; be a burden when my team train together
; not meet the expectation of coach & seniors & even my team mates.
i'm sorry if it were to happen one day
it's quite tedious trying not to injure the injured while pushing up to a greater level.
oh wells, that's something i've got to figure out the best solution myself.
i'm trying hard, i swear.
♥ my girlfriend!(:
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